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I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 12:44:14
Edited: 2020-10-24 12:45:24
Edited: 2020-10-24 12:45:24
And here I am... driving myself into a "skinny person" ... knowing that I was born a fatty... curves was always part of me... :(((
How I wish I could have a skinny, model body... yes, yes I know... aint gonna happen...
So I lost 12kg since the first lockdown, but somehow I gained some unwanted kg... :(((
This makes me beyond sad...
Today... the first time after lockdown I decided to spend time at Spur...
The first thing the manageress told me...
" Welcome back... wow, lockdown did you good... you put on a lot of weight..."...
Say no more... Im on water for the next week...
How I wish I could have a skinny, model body... yes, yes I know... aint gonna happen...
So I lost 12kg since the first lockdown, but somehow I gained some unwanted kg... :(((
This makes me beyond sad...
Today... the first time after lockdown I decided to spend time at Spur...
The first thing the manageress told me...
" Welcome back... wow, lockdown did you good... you put on a lot of weight..."...
Say no more... Im on water for the next week...
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 12:54:00
Change Franchises,
You are gorgeous inside and out.
You are gorgeous inside and out.
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 14:04:35
Edited: 2020-10-24 14:05:16
Edited: 2020-10-24 14:05:16
You just put the smile back on my face... thanks... :)))
But to think I have to be on a diet for the rest of my life... :(((
But to think I have to be on a diet for the rest of my life... :(((
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 14:11:11
I had a regular who I hadn't seen in about 5 minutes tell me I'm looking very meaty . Completely put me off
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 14:27:46
Yes... I totally understand that... I'd feel the same... its really hard to maintain a body when you are born with fat genes... ( I know it shouldn't be my excuse, and I will never use it for an excuse)... but yes, I'm the smallest in my entire family, because I'm constantly on a diet... There's days that I cannot live with it, and days that it's okay...
On 2020-10-24 14:11:11 Kim Foxx said:
I had a regular who I hadn't seen in about 5 minutes tell me I'm looking very meaty . Completely put me off
Yes... I totally understand that... I'd feel the same... its really hard to maintain a body when you are born with fat genes... ( I know it shouldn't be my excuse, and I will never use it for an excuse)... but yes, I'm the smallest in my entire family, because I'm constantly on a diet... There's days that I cannot live with it, and days that it's okay...
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-24 20:13:39
You look amazing to me!
The manageress just needs glasses and a functional brain...
The manageress just needs glasses and a functional brain...
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-25 17:56:55
Its cultural as well.
My daughter left house and returned for a visit about a year later. The old lady working for us for 2 decades, threw her hands in the air and rejoiced shouting (translated) "oh my dear! I am so happy to see you and you look so wonderfully fat!!"
No insult was intended. It was interpreted as good health
:))
Dont like your weight? Maybe its time for cultural appropriation ;)
My daughter left house and returned for a visit about a year later. The old lady working for us for 2 decades, threw her hands in the air and rejoiced shouting (translated) "oh my dear! I am so happy to see you and you look so wonderfully fat!!"
No insult was intended. It was interpreted as good health
:))
Dont like your weight? Maybe its time for cultural appropriation ;)
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-25 18:15:20
Lucky J is correct.
To hell with Spur.
Roccomammas from now on or GTFO!
To hell with Spur.
Roccomammas from now on or GTFO!
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-25 18:24:41
Ag you guys rock... thanks a million... but my weight become a personal thing...
Im sooooooooo conscious about my body... It's actually sad... because I wannabe someone I'll never be... :(((
Im sooooooooo conscious about my body... It's actually sad... because I wannabe someone I'll never be... :(((
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Re: I just lost my appetite... :(((
Posted: 2020-10-25 19:08:14
I like meat on my bone..
On 2020-10-24 14:11:11 Kim Foxx said:
I had a regular who I hadn't seen in about 5 minutes tell me I'm looking very meaty . Completely put me off
I like meat on my bone..
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