So as I've mentioned, I often run specials or little competitions. The best way to keep a look out, is to save my number and check out my whatsapp status updates.

I don't message clients first, unless specified that's its okay. As I respect your privacy.

So either check my whatsapp status updates or keep a look out on the forum.

I recently ran a poetry competition. The entries were tough to choose from.

I've known Mister R for a while now and he writes beautifully <3 I've also been lucky enough to receive one of his hand written gestures.

His entry in the competition was unlike any other and there was no doubt that his was the winning piece. Plus I can see how his writing has evolved in the time that I have known him.

He has agreed to let me share his piece on the forum and would like to encourage other men to be more open.

Mister R a big thank you for your strength and courage! You have come so far and I am so incredibly proud of you! Plus you are looking oh so handsome and I can't wait to see you in my space <3

Without further ado let's get to his piece:

A DEGENERATE'S SALVATION

Imma loser,a total piece of shit,
Ever since I can remember,I've lusted and leered,
Like an addict craving a hit,
even just a little bit.

I learn to touch myself at the age of 4,
Not understanding it was to be done behind a closed door.

Elders scolded,beat me,burnt the hand I used with a match,
Saying stop doing that,or another beating you will catch.

But Mom,it feels so good,how come you say I'm dirty,why is it wrong?
I love how it feels touching myself,it's the only way I feel I belong.

I go for my monthly haircut,13 & full of rage,
3 crossdressers I meet there,all loving centre-stage.

They're so camp,full of joy and glee,
I ache to be like them,so I too can feel free.

I dream of them all,fucking me in their shop,
And live to middle-age,that secret dream is yet to stop.

30 years on,I'm fed up of this,and ready to just die,
Man the fuck up,I tell myself,you cannot live this lie.

I promise myself there and then,

I promise myself there and then,
To find that connection, if it takes a year or 10.

Pussy,cock,ass,feet,sweat,spit,hair,lips,tongue,fingers,cum.
Am I a degenerate for finding all this yum?

Through being brave & open,I've found intimacy,connection,growth, strength,love and more.
My elders were wrong,being sincere & vulnerable gives you salvation to the core.

I am just a dude led to believe what I felt as a kid was impure,
I know the truth now,that connecting with as many people you can,is the only cure.

Mr.R

Wow! I love this! Well done @sexy Mr R! And thank you for letting @Sexybums AKA @Raphael share this with us!

*Biiigg Hugs to both of you*

Wow. Thanks for sharing.

Oh.... WOW that is a poem from the heart. Well done Mr R. Thank u for sharing sexy Raphael

Mr R

i Felt u.

I SALUTE YOU!!

Thank u Raphael for the share. Need more of this!

RB.

Thanks beautiful people of ESA.

For supporting me by booking me,for calling on me to drive you to your outcalls safely,and for friendship & fun.

P.S. Rafa,thanks for scratching out my real name in your Whatsapp status update of my entry.

Catch you soon to claim my prize.

Wow! Thank you for sharing your raw and intense writing, @Mr R - I love it. Much of it resonates with me. Thanks for posting it, @Raphael

@Ralph.... you are awesome running competitions like that and encouraging people to show their talents (sometimes I think hidden). Well done and thank you for sharing!

@Mr.R.....It is an absolute privilege to have you in my life. It's been special from our first meeting and from there our friendship grew. You are the most genuine person I know. Always ready and willing to help others. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, emotions and a part of you with us. We'll done! Xxx

Glad you can identify,Jade.

Nah,G,its all you!
You make it easy for anybody to be themselves around you.

You know what?

9:30am,Saturday.

Don't accept any bookings for 2 hours.

I know you felt that something something while I gave you that foot rub last week as we had coffee outside with Eve.

Imma give every single inch of that fine bod of yours ALL of my attention.

See you on Saturday!

Mr.R.

@Mr.R.... can't wait! Always a spoil when you are around ;) #droolingemoji