*Dear ESA admins, please delete if you feel my post is unwarranted*

Hello Purple World <3

I have been feeling a terrible case of dysphoria, with my 30th approaching in December and us being half way through this year, which is just flying by!

I'm feeling frustrated and sad.

Everyone has mentioned the cost of living and the price increase.

I suppose, sometimes my goals feel out of reach but I won't give up. I will have to get it right or die trying.

Nonetheless, I will not maintain or carry low spirits because that's not in my nature and it's PRIDE MONTH...

So this pride month, I intend on creating a go fund me for my TOP SURGERY ONLY.

I do NOT plan on having bottom surgery, so you don't have to worry. I have built quite a healthy and decent loving relationship with downstairs and I don't surfer from dysphoria there. Plus I am proud to say I'm a hedonist. I like pleasure.

However, my chest is truly something I thought would have been long gone by now.

I'm exiting the prime of my life and I think of all the sports, swimming, opportunities and pursuits I have missed out on due to being uncomfortable in my skin.

I've committed the last year to breaking boundaries and doing whatever possible to actually LIVE. To no longer be consumed or debilitated or say no to things because of my dysphoria. So I'm not here to make excuses or have a pity party.

I am telling you, that I'm ready and I am going to do whatever it takes to make sure I start seeing this goal come to fruition.

Perhaps you don't want to book me, but you'd like to support my journey in some way. Then you may inbox me. I also take verbal support. Encouragement means the world guys and the Purple World has been an imperative part of my journey.

So I just want to also say thank you, including to the admins, for the respect, love, support and having a safe space to be able to express myself.

Sending you all Love and Orgasms this Pride Month <3

If you're ever curious, I'm happy to educate you ;)

Great post. Stay the course. Would definitely be happy to make a contribution.

Happy Pride Month! *rainbow kisses*

When you have set up the Go Fund Me, I'd love to contribute an hour's GFE session to your fund (the cash equivalent), from one hedonist to another :)

You're making a difference in the world, Raphael. Never forget that! Love, L xx

On 2022-06-01 17:13:43 Laura Love said:
Happy Pride Month! *rainbow kisses*

When you have set up the Go Fund Me, I'd love to contribute an hour's GFE session to your fund (the cash equivalent), from one hedonist to another :)

You're making a difference in the world, Raphael. Never forget that! Love, L xx

Awesome idea. I'll PM you once it's all in play to see how we can work it out, plus our meeting has been long overdue :)

On 2022-06-01 18:00:35 ShadowfaxCool said:

Awesome idea. I'll PM you once it's all in play to see how we can work it out, plus our meeting has been long overdue :)

Absolutely xx

@Raphael, thank you for your very open and vulnerable post. I admire your courage, wish I had half of that.

Would love to support you on your journey in any way possible. Im just imagining the massive impact this will have for you once done. That gives me joy just thinking about it. Please post if comfortable or PM how much such a procedure would cost and what we can contribute. I'm assuming you've engaged with a plastic surgeon/s on this.

Wow, thank you all so much for the support!

It means the world and I really appreciate it more than what I am able to express.

So I've done a bit or research, Go Fund Me, is in dollars. But a Back a Buddy is in Rands. So I am considering opening up both.

It's pretty straight forward.

There is a lady who advertisers on here, she sent me her surgeon's number, she had her breasts enlarged. If I'm not mistaken, he charges R1300 for consultation. As well as R75000+- for the actual surgery.

I will be contacting a few surgeon's as of tomorrow, to see if there are competitive prices, with the same quality work.

As soon as I have all details in writing, I will set up the Go Fund Me and Back a Buddy.

All contributions are your own discretion and even a mere R10 would be appreciated.

Imagine if everyone just on here contributed R10.

For example, if I had 5000 views on my profile and each person put on R10 towards this, I would reach my goal in a matter of perhaps two months.

As I said, even just words of encouragement is much appreciated.

Thank you so much @Shadowfax @Laura and @JHB22

Sending you all and everyone on the purple world love and orgasms

xxx
Raphael

Dear Raphael, I understand how important this is for you.

I will contribute R1000(one thousand rands)
Please send me banking details via WhatsApp.

I was helped by others for my dream boobs, and I want to help others as well.

Warm Exotic kisses.

@Lalla you just made me cry

@Ralphy.... Send details, miss ya stax

Kissies

@Lalaa I was talking about you, in my post earlier ;) I researched your surgeon. I love that all the details are on hand and I don't have to search through pages to find what I'm looking for.

Guys I feel so much love right now. It's overwhelming.

I will send out all details as soon as everything is set up. I want this to be done through the correct channels, so that when it can be documented and we can all celebrate this journey together.

Gonna see you soon my Ange!