Morning ladies & gentlemen...for a past year and half I realised I'm a changed person who doesn't want to make frnds or go out anymore socialise and don't want to date anymore..I change my mind easy & don't have a hobby I get bored so easy I prefer staying and sleeping a lot..even now I don't have frnds I hang out or go out with can't even attend weddings or funerals anymore..I was treated for anxiety last year but seems medication doesn't help...I thought its growing up cause I had a lot of fun in life but I realised I'm getting lonely and old too..I oversleep..read a lot...eat a lot..can't do more than that...I have worked before and even now got few job offers but I'm not interested anymore..I stay days without working as well and ill get broke if I don't do something with my life...is it laziness or old age is knocking early??

Old age? Jeezz Bluetjie, you haven't even started yet....
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Replied..tnks lots Chmok..)

Blue, good on you for recognising all is not well. Its not normal to feel this way for extended periods of time. We all go through the blues now and then, but that blows over.
Speak to your Doc Asap. You sound like you're depressed. Get you doc to refer to the right professionals for a proper diagnosis and treatment 'cos most GPs are not all that clued up. They just put you on anti-depressants and off you go and you're no better off than before. Get out of this game if you have other alternatives. That will probably be the best thing for you if you are diagnosed as being depressed.
Its not laziness or old age. I'm quite a bit older than you and I don't feel that way. Your concerns are quite legitimate and real. And don't let anyone tell you its attention-seeking or its 'all in the mind'.

Tnks Nadia I think I need to consider taking that job..was taking anxiety medication but then it didn't help at all...

Blue, you say you read a lot.
Why is that a problem?
Nothing wrong with reading a lot.

As for your other issues seek professional help.

I agree with Nadia that it sounds as though you may be suffering from depression. I will not trivialise how you feel, I have been there, and it is a dark and lonely place. Please take Nadia's advice seriously.

The trouble sometimes in black communities is that depression is often not viewed as such, people conclude that you are lazy, a show off, anti-social, etc!

Hi Miss Blue.
I have a friend with exactly the same symptoms as you have described. It definately relates to depression and I urge you please to seek professional help. It has nothing to do with age or laziness and if not treated will progressively get worse. Take care and excersise does help. Hope you still running in the mornings?
Xxx

Blue, take a break from escorting, clear your head and decide how you want your future to go. Escorting does take a toll on women especially if there is no one to go home to in the evenings.

Mrs blue my dear friend please seek professional advice I think u need it.