My mortality and the time left on this planet was given a jolt very recently. Someone on the outskirts of my circle of acquintances was diagnosed with cancer, and given three weeks to live. He did not see the end of Week 2. He was in fact so far removed from me that I only heard about his demise, and not the fact that he was diagnosed with cancer two weeks before.

Also a business colleague, a prominent person and someone whom I have been dealing with for almost two decades was also diagnosed with cancer and given three months to live. He simply closed up shop and became a recluse.

My own age and the expected short period of productive life remaining dimishing quickly.

This made me sit and reflect on my life and the monumental and criminal waste of time that I am comitting on a daily basis.

You wake up a little later because work is slow and your first meeting is only at 08h30. Gym is out because it is simply too cold. The bacon and eggs that you know is not good for you, as you are not having breakfast at Mugg every day. The glass of wine at lunch which was the remnants of the second bottle last night, because you can't waste such good wine. The afternoon nap that lasts an hour longer just because you feel like that. The time spent on ESA not productive, as you are only suppose to check reviews and see who you will book next. The time spent alone waiting for a call wasted, as you are not the priority.

So :

I am going to live life like there is no tomorrow

I am going to love you like I am not going to be able to do it tomorrow

I am gong to hold you like I am saying farewell

I am going to kiss you as long as I can, for I might not be able to kiss you again

I am going to hold you every night and look at you before I fall asleep, because I don't want to miss a thing about you

I am going to wake up before you and see the smile in your sleep and hope that you are thinking of me

I am going to book that holiday that I am postponing

I am going to tell you that how much I love you

I am going to love you

This is my promise today

You don't have to hold or love me ... just join me at HOE for some cold ones today !!!

My dearest darling Pieter

Welcome, WELCOME to my world!!!

A world so bright
so beautiful
so real
so giving
so forgiving
so embracing
so challenging
so ALIVE.....that it never needed a reminder to be lived.

I am a pain to many but, in my foolishness and naivity, no matter the heartbreak, the lies, the deceit, the intrigue....for i am no fool....i just choose to brush it aside...it bores me and find it beneath me....i LOVE and LIVE life.

Welcome to my world!


Xxx
B.

Hey Mr Pdoos with all that love, how about a blowjob?

On 2016-08-24 08:09:15 daporra said:
Hey Mr Pdoos with all that love, how about a blowjob?

And swallow :-o

Peter awesome post but it'd impossible to live life to the fullest all the time.My belief is all we can do is finish as much as possible on that list before we kick the bucket. One had to have some crazy challenging stuff on that list too including the gotta do visits to wgs and Mgs.

Dearest Bridgitte

Into your open arms I shall fall.

XXX

Porra and Q : You guys providing ?

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Kameshang : I agree that there are limitations, but the filters through which we live, those can be removed.

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Boobs : Today was not a day for HOE. Hope you enjoyed it.

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