What if the thing you're ashamed to admit
isn't that you wanted too much?
What if it's that
you enjoyed it more than you thought you would?
That you liked the version of yourself
that appeared when nobody was watching.
That you felt lighter without the rules.
That for a few moments,
you didn't miss the person you were supposed to be.
Perhaps the most dangerous pleasure is the one that introduces you to yourself.
--- Egypt Eve