@AG and Vrik

Wow you guys sure had some awesome times;)

It always amazes me how much more open other places are about sex in general compared to SA.

Since my journey began on Esa they have been too many to name. Straight of the top of my mind , I am truly grateful that after 5 profile name changes and recreations moving from pillar to post so to speak I am finally settled I've found my Niche and have managed to maintain a few of the punters that met me in year one of 8. #my purple family.

And some thing more recent I love how "so many people from this platform came together to help each other when covid started out that is and certainly for a long time to come will be a cherished memory. <3

No1 of all time is a guy with whom I have such a chemistry that everyone else comes 2nd ( and that's most certainly not a bad thing). This is that guy who needs to come later in the day cos I simply cannot deliver after he has satisfied me. You know that 'where did the music come from' kinda moment.
Then there is a close tie for 2nd. a newer forum user Awethum and our own Mr R. Awethum and I come from the same.geographical area and we think very similarly and like the same sexual things.
Now Mr R- if I were a man booking him for my partner, I'd feel intimidated. The charm? ..... Second to none.Also he pays attention to the little things. That little handwritten thank you note just did it for me. ( He is not the only one who did that. I had one who always put his money in little handmade pretty cards. Being a handicraft person myself, it just does an it for me). Mr R certainly knows his stuff. Now all 3 of these guys mention are highly intelligent and interactive.and knows his stuff, but each in a different way. No1 guy will never be equalled.He does drain me ...... In a lekker way,though. When I am done with him I just wanna lay there, music playing, no talking, no touching. As much as I wanna do it again, I am so satisfied that I would spoil it all by doing it again.
The other 2 are fantastic too. No1, I really couldn't see him too often, it's too intense, as great as it is. The other 2, those are the guys I could see everyday cos psychologically they are not as draining.
And then the rest, a few regulars. The thing is some of them are better on some days than others, but it's never mediocre.
And all of us are very good with our mouths.

@ Carmen-Lex... I have to agree, covid really showed us the heart and character of people
It proved that even in an industry labled as "unlawfully, scandalous, immoral, dirty, evil and bad" there are good wholesome people here ;)

It will be a memory to cherish and remember for a long time to come.

@Nadia... You know it is great when you have to make sure to schedule a punter's appointment for the end off your day..hehehehe.

Mr.R really has touched the hearts and lives of many over the short period that he has been a punter and even more so since he decided to join our SP community..;) well done Mr.R.xxx

It is an absolute pleasure & privilege sharing intimate space with both of you incredible humans.

Cheers to many more epic sessions going ahead.

Mr.R.

Someone made a snide remark the other day about "being used and one day when I am older I might regret the milage"

Well they are so dead wrong ;)

I absolutely love what I do. And never think of what I do as being used, but rather appreciate for sharing of energies and moments most special.

One day I will be 88 and sitting on my stoep, reliving every mile with a smile in my heart and contentment on my face;)

My mind will be a happy place filled with love laughter and feel good hormones;) and one day may my last thought with my last breath be, a thank you prayer for a life lived to the fullest.;)

Wishing you all special, positive, exciting moments, worthy of memories that you all want to treasure for years to come.

Xxx
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I absolutely love this post...

So in no specific order, because all of these moments are equally cherished:

- My first session ever, I was totally nervous and unsure of myself. The gentleman who came in for a session, fortunately had experience with transmen before, plus he was lovely and quite respectful, so I immediately felt comfortable. Generally, I try not to overshare or to be too crude, as I pride myself in being a gentleman, but I must say he truly had a magical tongue. He recently contacted me again, which I am thrilled about, because there are not many I have encountered who have skills like that.

- Those of you who have gotten to know me, will know that my true passion is writing. It expresses the depths of my soul, in the most honest way. It has long been my solace to lose myself with pen to paper. My one client had written me a little note, a letter and a beautiful sort of "self review." Having always been the one to write to others, it was refreshing to finally be gifted with this.

- Also, the same client in question, his first visit was incredibly Steamy. I love mirrors, so I would always make use of a specific room at the venue at the time, so that my clients could live out my fantasy actually... by watching in the mirror as I do my body slide. Please keep in mind, that I am actually incredibly shy. None the less, as Steamy as our session was, it was truly intimate, in terms of just connecting with another human being. It felt good to just hold one another and I find that is a lot more intimate than any of the "sexier" stuff.

- One of my most recent sessions with a new client, he came through to see me and as with most of my clients, I was his first encounter with a transman. Most of the session, he was completely fascinated with my mechanics downstairs (I have not had surgery, for those of you who want to know or are confused - you may privately ask me questions and I shall answer). He was incredibly intrigued, respectful, such a gentleman, quite classy and most of his focus was on me- which I can't deny, was wonderful. I have been so happy about my body changes since being on testosterone more regularly, so it felt so good to have someone celebrate that with me.

- I have quite a high libido and as much as I would like to mention the sexier sessions. My most cherished moments have been with several different clients, who have been vulnerable, opened up to me and shared parts of themselves, that they have never shared before. These men are some of the strongest and bravest people I know, for just opening up. I will never breech client confidentiality and so I won't touch too much on the subject, but anyone who reads this and would like a chance to just speak, be vulnerable and have a hug... I am always one call away. I appreciate you and I see you, thank you to everyone who has ever trusted me to hold space for them or celebrate them in whatever shape or form.

Yeah, I go on and on
Can't understand how I last so long
I must have the superpowers
Last two-hundred twenty-three thousand hours

You know this dick ain't free
I got girls that I shoulda made pay for it
Got girls that I shoulda made wait for it
I got girls that'll cancel a flight back home
Stay another day for it
You got attitude on na-na
And your pussy on agua
And your stomach on flat-flat
And your ass on "What's that?"
And, yeah, I need it all right now
Last year I had drama, girl, not right now
I would never go and chat what we talkin' about
You the only one I know could fit it all in them, man
I always wonder if you ask yourself
Is it just me?
Is it just me?
Or is this sex so good I shouldn't have to fuck for free?
Oh, is it just me?
Yeah, is it just me?
Is this sex so good I shouldn't have to
Fuck for free
I know you workin' day and night to get a college degree
Bet nobody that you've been with even know you a freak, right?
You know you only do that with me, right?
Yeah, double checkin' on you
You know I never put the pressure on you
You know that you make your own mind up
You knew what it was when you signed up
Now you gotta run it up
I be out of words, tryna sum it up
Girl, you throw it back like one love

Many years ago, we met. An all day booking. We played strip poker and played with one another. Took a break and went for lunch and came back for dessert. When she left she said I need to introduce you to my sister. If I recall her sister called while we had lunch.

That lead to a double all day with her sister at some stage. What a day! Shame she lost badly at strip poker that day......

The years stepped on and we kept in touch....feeling her in my arms is precious and sliding my fingers across her face, her skin her stocking clad legs leaves me with a yearning and I cannot help but kiss her hands and allow the fire to surge.

She knows me well and has been a rock catching me when I was at my lowest. I smile thinking of her and treasure the memories she left me with. So glad she is still around.....