Kickass, you after a few brannas, i can only imagine

On 2026-02-14 11:03:01 BurningMan said:
You must be mistaken silentbanger.... obsession is such a strong word in your case. More like a... from which cave did you crawl out.

Go punt and review someone... oops... i forgot, "silentbanger"

That's why I'm called silent banger. I don't review.

banger man, ESA use to ban people for using such fowl language. I hope they reintroduce that. So uncalled for... No need for such disrespect.

... Actually @ESA admin, please ban this Silentbanger moron

On 2026-02-14 09:58:17 Russian Bridgitte said:


But first.

One for you J_J...how come were you so easily guiled into participating readily, sincerely, without filter with no ill intent or agenda with this character.

1. As vile as he/ she may appear to be, she deserves love as well.

2. Even bullies need salvation (you may disagree with me on that)

3. Divinity is the ability to love with our fear.

4. He/she is not the only person here. My post, here or elsewhere, are not intended solely for the OP, but for anyone who is interested in considering something being said.

5. If even one man (as most of my reflections are directed to men) changes the way he thinks, behaves, etc ... its a worthwhile share. But I'll never know, so I'll just keep on sharing my reflections when an opportune moment arises.

On 2026-02-14 11:36:50 J_J said:
On 2026-02-14 09:58:17 Russian Bridgitte said:

But first.

One for you J_J...how come were you so easily guiled into participating readily, sincerely, without filter with no ill intent or agenda with this character.



1. As vile as he/ she may appear to be, she deserves love as well.

2. Even bullies need salvation (you may disagree with me on that)

3. Divinity is the ability to love with our fear.

4. He/she is not the only person here. My post, here or elsewhere, are not intended solely for the OP, but for anyone who is interested in considering something being said.

5. If even one man (as most of my reflections are directed to men) changes the way he thinks, behaves, etc ... its a worthwhile share. But I'll never know, so I'll just keep on sharing my reflections when an opportune moment arises.

YOU are special....and I agree with you to a point.

My many writes are proof of that, no matter how much hatred is thrown my way. It does not stop me hoping to reach the very depths of the goodness that may reside in one.

And I tip my hat off to you .

But .

Some things things cannot be denied and are foolish to ignore.

Just be careful...for your own good and sanity.
It may confuse your definition of self and an evolving world that doesn't actually care to strengthen and root you in longterm stable evolutionary growth....not only your personal growth but the impact it most definitely has on your closest and dearest....and your social and professional circle.


RB.

Yet again, RB and her crew of gay (in denial) clients derail another thread. She is so narcissistic, stupid and delusional that she doesn't see the hypocrisy in her own actions.

On 2026-02-14 09:58:17 Russian Bridgitte said:


That Epstein post....

A weekend or 2 ago when more of the Epstein files were released I was thinking about what that meant from a societal level. And dont misconstrue this. I am in now way condoning people associated with Epstein.

If you on that list, people pretty much view you in the same way they view Epstein. Even if you just sent that one email looking for an investment opportunity, you tainted by association ...

Was wondering what would happen if the ESA files were exposed.

Is there a hierarchy of good ESA and bad ESA fellows, or will we all be defined by the lowest common denominator. If the latter, then Im no better than R2D2 and silentbanger, and thus I am them and they are me.

On 2026-02-14 09:58:17 Russian Bridgitte said:
My dearest J_J

This statement from the woman who is hiding behind one of many pseudonyms , in this case R2D4....silentbanger being the other one.

"....No judgement here, you are probably not gay despite booking a shemale and being the bottom."

Speaks volumes.


But first.

One for you J_J...how come were you so easily guiled into participating readily, sincerely, without filter with no ill intent or agenda with this character.

You are aware a leopard never changes its spots.

That Epstein post....my my....with a daughter in her home....another one guiling and goading participation under the pretence of hypothesis .


And back this post....

Loaded.
Intentional.
Purposeful....as is the epstein post.

Waiting....waiting... a bait set .




So back to her statement...

"No judgement here, you are probably not gay despite booking a shemale and being the bottom."


Funny how the imagined conversation is that the discussion was about preferences.

In our discussion that night, I too began to think a little deeper and why certain possibilities play out when booking a shemale , as does when booking a wg.

Why being a top or a bottom.
Why just cockplay.
Bj's....and so many other possible scenarios .

Is it possible to have a hard on 3, 4 , 5 times a day???...and then again the next day and the next day????
I don't know. I would love to know how that happens and works.

But it must be a challenge.

And then the attitude of men.
Another well known punter and contributor on this forum ...i shall leave it upto him to disclose who he is, should he wish, shared a few truths of his experience with a shemale . There too, another aspect of what could happen broadened my train of thought....and then his mention of how some men have that masochistic sadistic streak and revel in dehumanizing, shaming and abusing a shemale as an expression of manly dominance.

I THANK YOU for your time that evening and our discussion. I do hope you took away some sort of something and put it into perspective.

It is no different from when a man books a woman and Walks away feeling empty and deflated.and wonders WTF was he thinking. There are reasons, valid reasons.

Sharing time with a shemale is an adventure most awesome when with the right shemale...I am very very sure of that....as is a session with a wg when on the same page.

So no...don't buy into the attempt to shame , belittle, degrade the beauty of one of many adventures that can be between two adults.

The truth is. Some experience shall be better than others. ...and certain kinks are not meant for everybody.

And some experiences will show you what is or isn't yours to continue dabbling in.

I love my men men who enjoy their shemales and we are still looking for that unicorn...

My client, a shemale and .....me.

What an absolute ball it would be.

Thank YOU J_J for sharing the realness of your experience that evening without fear of being judged .

I am honored with the trust bestowed in me.

And one more thing....don't judge all shemales by the experience you had.

But yes...I do believe many truths shall not be shared on this forum like may truths are not shared of what truly happens behind closed doors with wg's too.

I hug you most close, my J_J.

RB.

You are wasting your time sending me messages or posting to me because I honestly don't take you seriously and see you are some deranged batshit crazy old woman who cant tell fantasy from reality. You are the Don Quixote of this forum and everyone who doesn't agree with you or criticises you is a windmill you charge at believing them to be some whatever villain your imagination fancies.

On 2026-02-14 12:23:57 J_J said:

Is there a hierarchy of good ESA and bad ESA fellows, or will we all be defined by the lowest common denominator. If the latter, then Im no better than R2D2 and silentbanger, and thus I am them and they are me.

lmao, if there is a hierarchy then you are right at the bottom, you fuck shemales and even RB, you are a proper degenerate who chose pleasure over morals and dignity. If there is no limit to your degenerate behavior then you aren't much different from Epstein. Oh and dont band me with silentbanger to push your agenda, i have no idea who that is.