Is there anyone who wants me to be his wife hahahaha

He doesn't no..

i feel like his closing up on me..and if he ever had to find out. He will leave me instantly.

A few years ago I was in Rustenburg and found a SP on another website. Duly phoned got the address and went to the house around 11pm. Got there, met by this blond woman and went inside. Door got locked and her husband/partner says Rxxx and I pay.
Off to the bedroom did the deed and on the way out he asked if I enjoyed it and if I will be coming back.

On 2023-01-20 11:48:48 igloo said:
A few years ago I was in Rustenburg and found a SP on another website. Duly phoned got the address and went to the house around 11pm. Got there, met by this blond woman and went inside. Door got locked and her husband/partner says Rxxx and I pay.
Off to the bedroom did the deed and on the way out he asked if I enjoyed it and if I will be coming back.

And what did you say?

I am poly amorous. I am allergic to the concept of marriage. However... the people I have emotional relationships with know exactly what I do and they are very accepting, open and understanding about it.

Our connections run very deep, much deeper than physical intimacy. They all know each other too and are respectful of my individual connection with each one of them.

Sweet wildberry kisses
Little Miss C

On 2023-01-21 19:53:07 Caroline said:
I am poly amorous. I am allergic to the concept of marriage. However... the people I have emotional relationships with know exactly what I do and they are very accepting, open and understanding about it.

Our connections run very deep, much deeper than physical intimacy. They all know each other too and are respectful of my individual connection with each one of them.

Sweet wildberry kisses
Little Miss C

I read everything you said. But I got highly distracted by this new shoot. What a body!

On 2023-01-22 11:01:16 Raphael_ Xclusive said:


I read everything you said. But I got highly distracted by this new shoot. What a body!

Thank you so much for the compliment Raphael!

Some interesting replies here.
Thank you for that.

You want to know from the other side. It's fucking terrible! I recently dated a lady. She only offered massage.
But you want to know what got to me, every single day? And it was not that I knew what she was doing everyday, it was the stories she told me when we were first getting to know each other.

Men are fucking pigs! I'm sure I'm going to get it from all sides after this but the stories I heard.
Listen up guys, if you pay a woman for her time, it does not mean you can do whatever you want!

She had been working for 9 months when I met her. I that time she had been raped twice and something else so terrible, she could never tell me.

The owner of the venue put it off as "just charge him for fh" when it was told.
Even worse, the same cunt of a client was allowed back and he did it to other ladies at the venue. Always being given another chance and always doing the same thing.

So that is what destroyed me everyday. Knowing that something terrible might happen to her. Her being at risk everyday. It's all I thought about. All I worried about and it slowly destroyed me too.

I started worrying so much that I became this overpossesive idiot in our relationship. I wanted to "save" her. Get her out.
It made me look like a fool because everything looked so forced and rushed in our relationship.

The worst part is that it killed it. I killed it because of the way I acted and I really and truly fell in love with her.

I also found out that she was using to numb herself from what was happening.
She was also forced to work 12 hours most days.
She was tired and angry most days. Never ever wanted to talk in the end.

She then met someone else. The more I think a out it. I don't think he knew about her other life and that is what she wanted.
I knew too much and it destroyed everything.
And in the end out of pure anger and jealousy I said terrible things to her.
She will never talk to me again.

But I still love and care for her forever!

Everything I was told has made me never want to see another woman in this industry again. Not because of the woman, I respect each and every one of you for what you have had to do. We all know it's a terrible industry.
But I left because of the men, the pigs, the stories. If I entered any room again I would think about what has maybe happened to that woman in this room. I can't do it anymore.

The lady I was seeing left the industry and I'm so happy for her. I only wish her happiness and a happy normal life. Something she said once, is all she wanted was a normal life. It absolutely broke my heart when I heard her say that.

So I hope she finds it. And jeeps it. It won't be with me, but I just hope she has it. Forever.

She doesn't talk to me because of what I said at the end. So if by any chance she reads this.
You know who you are, and you know who I am. And I'm so so sorry.
Please go and live your best life ever and never talk to me again.
Forget the past and focus on that happy, normal future.

And maybe we were the fools who rushed in ;-)

So that's my story of being ina relationship with someone in the industry. I know everyone won't agree with it but it's mine and mine alone.

Goodbye everyone.