Damn... I thought I was the only one awake listening to the rain

Lmao this is a great post

On 2022-04-10 01:30:49 Sabrina said:
On 2022-04-10 01:17:11 Johannesjacobs said: Hell. With all the fighting going on...
I am really afraid of how this is going to end.

I wasn't fighting, I was reading her. There's a difference. Talking about popcorn, I wish I had snacks. I can't sleep because I'm in love

Sorry. I fell asleep.
No I did not imply you were fighting Claudia.
Just that other people are and that is not the purpose of the forum.

On 2022-04-10 06:50:21 Johannesjacobs said:
On 2022-04-10 01:30:49 Sabrina said: On 2022-04-10 01:17:11 Johannesjacobs said: Hell. With all the fighting going on...
I am really afraid of how this is going to end.

I wasn't fighting, I was reading her. There's a difference. Talking about popcorn, I wish I had snacks. I can't sleep because I'm in love

Sorry. I fell asleep.
No I did not imply you were fighting Claudia.
Just that other people are and that is not the purpose of the forum.

Those were not MY words, my sweetheart.
Quite frankly, I found it quite bizarre, but hey, the post took on many twists and turns, haha!!

Very bizzare yes.

I had a dream where I owned a brewery and was drunk as a judge all the time, now I woke up feeling hungover dispite not having a drink in days. So bizzare

On 2022-04-10 06:50:21 Johannesjacobs said:
On 2022-04-10 01:30:49 Sabrina said: On 2022-04-10 01:17:11 Johannesjacobs said: Hell. With all the fighting going on...
I am really afraid of how this is going to end.

I wasn't fighting, I was reading her. There's a difference. Talking about popcorn, I wish I had snacks. I can't sleep because I'm in love

Sorry. I fell asleep.
No I did not imply you were fighting Claudia.
Just that other people are and that is not the purpose of the forum.

I wasn't fighting anyone. I made a comment and was attacked. Now go have yourself a good day.

On 2022-04-10 02:19:48 Claudia Gentlemens Delight said:
On 2022-04-10 02:11:12 Albavg17 said: Yeah let's talk. Let's talk about pleasure, let's talk about giving pleasure, let's talk about unashamed pleasure, let's talk about devouring a beautiful pussy, let's talk about seeing her body writhe in pleasure.... Lets talk about a connection of trust when I grab you and throw you down or when I see you need gentle and deep!!!

I love how you make me feel like spreading my arms wide open and my legs, naturally follow...
I then do my deep gaze and command you with my eyes to succumb to my tongue... doing, yes...

I however, need to sleep, but please, let's hear what you think I might be doing next?

Miss Claudia, you certainly have a way with words. A certain little soldier has gotten rather exited on this sunny Sunday morning.

When I get overwhelmed(too often) by the reality of how many more years I still have to work(until 92 at this rate or 'til death),just to repay debt(all of my own doing),& try to maintain + hopefully improve the lifestyle quality of my loved ones,I start having thoughts/fantasies/dreams...

1)Wish my partner would just find a richer oke,give up her platinum pussy for the dude & eff off outta my life,she's hot & gets male + female attention on the daily,so shouldn't be difficult to hook & reel one in.

2)I dream my kids grow up fast,so they get independent and live their lives the way they choose,but it's such a long road still to adulthood for them,and the cost of getting them there gets to me more
often nowadays,so much, that I catch myself sometimes thinking,no man,it would be easier for me if they never existed,or found a rich step-dad.
Then I get down on myself for being so weak to allow such thoughts to fester & flow,and feel an onset of self-pity coming on.

If I realize it in time,then thankfully I stop myself and try to focus on how far I've come in this journey,and that more amazing experiences are there for the taking,if I just hang the fuck on,man up and get on with my responsibilities.

But to lighten the load(figuratively),it would be amazing to share my weak moments like this with someone,anyone really.

So,in short,it's not only females that require a person just to listen,not mansplain,and just be present,to assist in getting over these speedbumps on the Life Journey.

If I share how I'm feeling with any so-called real life friends,I'll get roasted with remarks like "the gheys,strong in this one is"(in the Yoda impression),& it's brilliant,and I love laughing and being silly,but the fear remains when I lay my head down on the pillow,alone,with my thoughts as company.

When attempting sharing with my partner,all I achieve is to create fear,tension and worry in her that this time our hole is too deep to get us out of,like I've done (with help,and I acknowledge that),many times before.

So maybe I just use my ever-dwindling reserve of cash to fuck tons of advertisers in here(#181 last count),to IDK,fuck the fear away?

Or I'm just a slut.

Who knows?

IDGAF what the real answer is,but I do feel better,even if it's temporary,after and especially during a session.
The connection felt,and on my side,it's been real feeling at least 8 from every 10 sessions is proper and helps me.

And don't know how it works,but this energy exchanged gets me to push on and tell myself,I'll get through this fear holding me down also.

But I do realize I'm getting closer and closer to that invisible line,where I'm convinced I'll lose my mind for good,until my death.

So,there's that.

Thank you,Gentlemens Delight,for the opportunity to get this fucked up energy out in a,IDK,more positive way,I guess.

P.S. hope all the ladies and guys fighting in here lately,The Serb,The East Rand Kullid who feels betrayed,The Barbie,The one who changes venues alot with the beautiful skin and hair & has it in for the Galactic one from PTA,The one from Melrose Arch who advises on weight of the one who gets drunk dreaming of a brewery,the punters pot-stirring,and the lurkers,all also get out of the negative spaces they may be in ,and get on with the Fuckery,so that we can deal better with this thing called Life.










How's that for a Z grade novella,written in my A.C.Kermans bought wig,only because Mr.Price had no stock?(And everyone knows Pep is for real losers only,right?Sarcastic emoji,is there even one?)

(Yes,I'm aware the meds aren't effective no more and I'm beyond therapy now,thanks for the concern,tongue-out emoji).

On 2022-04-10 02:02:28 Claudia Gentlemens Delight said:
...As promised,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, for my next visit....May, I'm looking at you...

And I'm updating my diary.......