Velvet night, marbled sky, silver moon through wispy clouds, a warm sea breeze, salt air.

A small, neat, tidy Inn. A stairway... seven steps up, smartly tiled, silver edging, narrow corridor. Sharp turn left, eight more steps, wall shiny with new paint, wooden handrail. A landing, five oak-paneled doors, shiny gold room numbers, soft lighting, low ceiling.

"What the fuck am I doing here?" I ask myself for the umpteenth time! It’s loneliness, it’s boredom, it’s want, it’s need, it’s longing, it’s desire, it’s lust! A craving to touch and be touched, a desire to hold and be held. No strings attached. Fulfillment of a fantasy. Convenience. Excitement. Adventure. Escape from reality. Variety. All of the above and more!!

It’s the sex!!

That hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach. Butterflies swirl. Nerves at full alert. Excitement, guilt, remorse, betrayal, bravado... emotions! A buzz, a drug, a yearning!!

And behind that door waits Coco Girl. Small, neat, petite, sleek and smooth. Those hips, those lips, those hard nipple tips! Those eyes, those sighs, those strong black thighs! That smile, that heat... my rapid heartbeat! That tiny beauty spot on her right breast just below the sweet sweet nipple!

And I know Coco Girl so well... And I crave Coco Girl so much!!

I lift my right hand and knock softly on the door....

Stairway to Heaven!

And she calls me this morning just to say "Hi!"

Sensual happy laugh, teasing, warm and inviting!!

"Heaven...I'm in Heaven...."