So here I am again... New secret account away from the hustle and bustle of the real world. I've had previous accounts where I could hide away from the truth and fantasize about a world that I thrilled to explore. Yet the guilt crept in and another account was lost and hoped to be forgotten about... I'm a young 25 year old that has been in the game since the tender age of 18 when I visited my first lady. It's of course a lie that I have lived with and currently living with. I've had many, oh many a regret but at the same time memories that still excite me... My question is - What is a "ConfusedYoungster" to do? Carry on living a lie? Fulfill a desire? Cheat on a girl so dear to my heart? Walk away again only to be sucked back in?... Love to hear a lady's point of view