After i wrote my desperation message i realised i actually have nothing to complain about in the bigger scheme of things.

Perceptions mistakenly created I need to correct:

1. I am not lonely without caring folks. I had a number of wa and pms enquiring re my state of health in body and mind. That alone is proof of care. Thank you to each of you!! Heartwarming
2. I am not deprived of sensual attention either. Mentally, wa messages and visually i am blessed with many sexy thoughts. Especially one lady has treated (and continues to treat) me like a king
3. I am not short of the odd fondle or kiss either. The same lady has been taking care of me above and beyond within the constraints of our good citizen lock-down restaints (we understand and are keeping safe). I am blessed more than most. I am probably only a spoilt child that wants more.
4. My desperation is thus as i tried to put it for proper physical touch. Square feet of skin contact. B2b heat. Propper cuddle/hug. ...and obviously that which follows. My frustration is not with people. Its with reality.

Correction made, i do need to say in a way, im happy that i did post, as the support flowing from it was in itself, a blessing.