After much deliberation for sanity's sake, I've decided to take the following approach.
Some time back I encountered a " School Fees" session. Yes the little head was doing the thinking which was fuelled by some whiskey and expectations of a porn star performance from my part.
Needless to say common sense should have prevailed which did not. My performance or should I say lack there of was evident in hindsight.
Question that I was wrestling with now is would I have seen the SP under normal circumstances? Answer is No.
Do I have any regrets. Answer is No
Lesson learnt? Don't think with the tiny head and take it as a learning curve for the future.
So I have contributed to the economy,
Just getting it off my chest.