On 2016-11-22 22:17:29 phoenix said:
Joh this tread takes me way back. I used to use mandrax and weed a long time ago.

It's the reason I keep my distance from users. Today one of my kids smoke (secretly) but me not being a smoker I know.

Still don't know how to address the issue.

Anyways I rarely see people like wgs and punters alike not using. I'm past looking for obvious signs

The most quickest way to see if someone is an user is to assume it. For everything else you can give the benefit of doubt.

Look into a wgs eyes, if her pupils are dilated she's high on something.

Thats something I learned while I was in rehab. It's a medical fact-apparently.

Bring him to me! I'll show him things and scare him straight!

On 2016-11-22 22:34:11 Mr Bond said:
Veronica Franco

I am humbled by you. I wish you everything of the best, in wrestling with and beating your demon. Because of your attitude and honesty with yourself, you are going to win this battle. You have incredible character.

My prayers and best wishes are with you.

xxx

Mr Bond, Thank you for your gracious and respectful approach to all. My Demons will be with me until my dying breathe and there is no victory, only small battles that are won from one day to the next. I don't always win, but at least I have enough self love to try!

Regards, V.

On 2016-11-22 19:30:56 Alina said:


Sometime stressed

We all not perfect but

I will Support Veronica no matters what

I do know,how to be along

No family around

Friend s drop you down

You don't know who to trust

You can just talk to any body about,what in you heard

Totally lonely

But she is good person

Let just support

Hugs and kisses

I'm only have a friend.its Google

Love Alina

Alina babe, I will be there to support you too. Gina was a dear friend to us and we both loved her. I have many regrets with regards to her and I wished I'd done so much differently. We both miss her and recognize the pointlessness of her death. Through the last 3 years, her death haunted me most of all and I think I've finally found peace with her death having lived her life almost to a and walked in her shoes so to speak.

Love always, V.

xxx

On 2016-11-22 22:06:10 Miss Barbie Doll said:
All the best guys,hey everything happens for a reason

I hate drugs with all my heart,I have a cousin who almost died.and she lost the baby as she was taking drugs while pregnant.

my only addiction so far is dick and money,that's what I can't leave without.

Baby girl......You need jesus! Bwahahahaha

My profound admiration for you Miss V.. your posts have always been insightful and admiral.. even when I was offline for prolonged periods, I'd keep up with the daily threads on esa. Always searching for your comments with interest. Your insight on so many issues and topics have kept me captivated.. (sometimes in shock lol)
But mostly nodding my head and thinking "you go girl"...
NEVER stop being the outspoken person you are and don't allow others to dictate who and what you stand for. I take my hat off to you for being strong enough to get through your turmoil...

All my hugs and kisses
XOXOXO

PS: we need to meet sometime.. mwah

On 2016-11-23 21:06:20 Russian Bridgitte said:
Dear Veronica

I have read your post so so so many times. Whenever u disclose of yourself, i do not know why it touches me so.
Is it your honesty? Is it your courage to open up so raw and naked for all who read to feel and see and touch and ache in what you have written?
How u expose yourself...yes, as all have said, it takes courage to do that.

From the day i read your first post, i cringed, i laughed, i sneered, i LOVED everything u had to say.
I like and love people like u. U dont try be clever nor wise...yet both shine through so strong.

I am beyond humbled that u mentioned me...and have to admit, nearly choked on what i was chewing. How can i ever thank u for making me feel so good and a little befuddled.
Thank u for being u ...for u, like a few other people on this forum, keep reminding me what it means to be human and real.

i do hug u right now in my very Soul.

All of me.

xxx
S.

How could I not mention you? As I mentioned before, death was a constant thought in my head for a very long time. You have no idea how your beautiful story got me through some of the darkest days. I was silent with an occasional rant here and there, but I kept that piece with me always along with a beautiful poem Kelly fox wrote for me called 'Blue porcelain butterfly'. Indeed both about butterflies, proof that from great darkness, something beautiful can be born. A thought that kept me going. I could probably recite them by now, lol.

Never underestimate the words of one stranger to another. They can be among the most powerful you ever utter or write!

Much love always....V.

On 2016-11-23 21:56:30 Veronica Franco said:
On 2016-11-22 22:06:10

Baby girl......You need jesus! Bwahahahaha

Ah Jesus has failed and handed me to Eddie,he said Eddie's the only place where my rehab is at.This addiction of mine is uncureble,I just need to grow old and see if things will change in the future.

I love dicks bit not the owner's lol,someone hates me for that.but it's true I just want their dicks inside me.nothing else

On 2016-11-23 21:34:49 Veronica Franco said:
On 2016-11-22 22:17:29 phoenix said: Joh this tread takes me way back. I used to use mandrax and weed a long time ago.

It's the reason I keep my distance from users. Today one of my kids smoke (secretly) but me not being a smoker I know.

Still don't know how to address the issue.

Anyways I rarely see people like wgs and punters alike not using. I'm past looking for obvious signs

The most quickest way to see if someone is an user is to assume it. For everything else you can give the benefit of doubt.

Look into a wgs eyes, if her pupils are dilated she's high on something.

Thats something I learned while I was in rehab. It's a medical fact-apparently.

Bring him to me! I'll show him things and scare him straight!

I'ts only a matter of time before I go coloured on his ass

I am truly touched by everyone that has shared there stories. I admire you Ms. V.

I count myself as one of the lucky ones never to have experienced drugs with the exception of weed in my youth.

Yet at the grand old age of 45 I found myself faced with the truth that my wife is addicted to sleeping pills. Whilst some might argue that this is not as bad as "hard" drugs, I would suggest that an addiction is an addiction. When one goes through a box of sleeping pills in two days then there is a serious problem.

We have a life long battle to fight to make sure that she does not go down that path again but I am encouraged and maybe a bit scared by the stories so shared.

I have met a beautiful lady about 5 years ago in this Industry that went from a High Roller to the biggest saddest lady in no time at all? From a model to a prostitute ( street style) in a year. And that was due to Rocks, Nigerians, and family. I still see her ( not in the Biblical Style) once or twice a year to help out financially when down and out but has since grown so angry at this?
I hate Nigerian Drug Lords, all pushers, Drugs, and all scum connected to them!

I FUCKING HATE DRUGS!