There is an unspeakable love to be found,
this I have learnt.
There are forces strong enough to lift you right off the ground,
this I have learnt.
There are moments in life to which you can never return,
this I have learnt.
There are choices with the power to destroy and burn,
this I have learnt.

There's a definite and undetermined limit
that some might have no choice but to submit.
Through faults of their own,
the imposed faults of others,
the inhumane humanity,
the overdue insanity
that every creature has the capacity to experience,
yet few may pass through these gates and continue existence.

There is passion, I have seen it!
I have felt the urgent, burning flames consume my body!
I have consumed bodies with an undeniably urgent fire!
I have cried into my pillow as the cold crept back in.
I have mangled my soul, convinced that it was sin.

There is kindness, I have seen it!
I have felt the comforting touch upon my essence.
I have touched, likewise, the essence of another!
I have felt the hand removed.
I have seen irrationally rational fears, too often proved.

The road ahead of me lies diverged...
Out of only two option, I know how much they both may hurt.
I'm mourning in advance, in the hope that I may survive --
but let me not fool myself into thinking that I could come out of this alive?

It is my addiction, my stability, my destruction, my muse.

"As lucid as hell and these images
Moving so fast like a fever
So close to the bone
I don't feel too well"

It is true, that if you choose to take that path,
I will sure come to pay.

However, there is the slightest flicker of hope,
You may stay and continue to uphold
The serenity you have worked so hard to instil
That I did not mean to destroy
But rather add to, in my own, special, unconventional way.

Perhaps you could see
the meaning of me
Perhaps you will know
I only ever mean to grow?

Perhaps our souls will forever remain entwined,
Perhaps I will never have to forget your warm body next to mine,
Perhaps we will usher in the certainty of forever,
Perhaps our writhing lust will never have to be severed.

But there are choices,
trivially, tremendous choices,
choices that chill me to the bone --
choices that cannot simply be left alone.

Please find me again, my dear -
and say those words of absolution that I am so desperate to hear!

Wow, this could be each and every one of us! Such beautiful words!

Soul wrenching and beautiful