So it's interesting how things change as you get older. Before it was about the hottest lady, most amazing BJ, crazy sex, fulfilling dirty fantasies.

Right now I just want to spend time with my favourite lady but she's not around it seems.

Tried a session with another lady great bj, cim etc but just left feeling unfulfilled.

Wonder if I'm in love lol. With my favourite lady it's more about the companionship and connection than bj's and sex.

Or maybe I'm just lonely and craving connection with a female.

Lol Sean I think it's time for you to find a wife...Lol and not from ESA

Lmao I think so too, but haven't had to much luck on that front lol.

I have had a few gentlemen come through wanting companionship over lust. Having a cuddle and back tickle post deed and just talking

I think its an age thing, when we are young sex is purely physical and as we get older it becomes a bit more sophisticated and there are more buttons that need to be pressed to have a good session.

On 2026-02-26 11:00:25 Vixen said:
I have had a few gentlemen come through wanting companionship over lust. Having a cuddle and back tickle post deed and just talking

This though think it's a few visits before they is a connection if you click that is.

Hopefully my favourite lady will be back soon.

As long as I have my brandy I am good anything else we can discuss in the room.

On 2026-02-26 11:00:25 Vixen said:
I have had a few gentlemen come through wanting companionship over lust. Having a cuddle and back tickle post deed and just talking

This actually top tier...kinda like reverse aftercare

Mmm true that

On 2026-02-26 15:12:24 Madame Vespera said:
Mmm true that

Damn YOU ARE FINE!