And so, as I had promised myself, I made a return visit to SM last night, and it was every bit as exotic and erotic as my first call! Perhaps even more so...I am now a little more comfortable and a little less disconcerted by the uncoiling and quivering and pulsing and thickening of a large black swollen cock mere millimeters away from my mouth and lips! SM was looking absolutely gorgeous...exquisite lingerie, satin stockings, garter belt, leopard skin print high heels, perfectly made-up and coiffed and perfumed...and she had made that all important visit to the nail studio in the morning...so her nails were absolutely sublime too!! SM was running a little late so was not quite ready...she was quite exasperated that she was not in fact 101 percent preened for me...although I thought she looked quite stunning! A REAL lady!! SM is a lot more feminine and takes a lot better care of her appearance and puts more effort into getting ready to meet me than a hell of a lot of the working girls that I have visited! Lesson One!!

I have thought a lot about my two visits and although I completely enjoyed them, I still stand by my original appraisal of the SM! To quote paragraph five of my first post "I have only one concern though! IT IS MY OPINION...and nothing or no-one can convince me otherwise. A She-Male was born with the XY chromosome...and so was born a boy. A She-Male has a dick. A She-Male has testicles and sperm and a scrotum. So a She-Male is a MAN!! No amount of sugar coating or body sculpture or exquisite lingerie or hormone replacement therapy or pretty words can alter that very basic fact!!!" AND..."So if I want to satisfy this compulsion that I have to visit a She-Male, I have to be able to accept in my own mind that I am about to visit and have sex with another man!!"

And I HAVE accepted this in my own mind! I have totally accepted that I have kissed and sucked and had sex with a man... not once, but TWICE!! So how does that make me feel... and what does that make me?

I was really overwhelmed by the response to my first SM post here on ESA. The PM’s came flooding in. ‘Who was SM?’ ‘Give me more detail!’ ‘Did she fuck you?’ ‘Did you fuck her?’ One goof-ball asked “Hw big waz she down der?” (Yeugh!) I used to write regularly here on ESA about my visits to local ladies, and although I received many PMs asking for more details about them, I never ONCE got as much response as I have just gotten to my post on SMs! So the interest in SMs displayed by your every day and garden variety of man is obviously very high!!! This is, of course, supported by the fact that SM porn is constantly some of the most downloaded and watched of all pornography! It seems that most if not all men are absolutely fascinated by SMs (yes Comfyprick...even you!!) whether they like to admit it or not! But why?

I was particularly enamored by Valiente’s post "For the sake of brevity and being an unsophisticated savage, am I to understand Sir, that you sucked a black dudes cock whilst he was dressed as a woman? Notwithstanding the fact that said dude affected artificial feminine traits, I applaud your courageous foray into the realm of homosexuality and the chutzpuh to write so eloquently of it". "My foray into the world of homosexuality!!!!"...EXACTLY Valiente, yes I had sex with a man! Am I now homosexual? Well, NO I don’t believe I am! I have no desire to have sex with men! I have not suddenly morphed into a mincing gay boy with exaggerated gestures and a squeaky voice who gets turned on by smooth chests and slippery cocks! Gay men like MEN...full stop! MEN-MEN, not SMs! Am I now bisexual? I don’t think so either...I am not turned on by men AT ALL!! It’s the feminine-masculine combination in the SM that attracted me in the first place...and the fact that she/he has a cock is an interesting novelty...it is something to toy with...and put down to experience! And so long as I don’t become fixated on and obsessed by that cock and the SM’s masculine side, I believe that my life will carry on just as before. I read an interesting analogy somewhere. If a professional rugby player decides to play a game of tennis for the first time, is he now a tennis player? Well no, he remains what he was.. a professional rugby player! But he has now just experienced tennis too! So I don’t think that I am now a homosexual...I am just the same as I ever was, the only difference is that I have now experienced sex with a man!

It occurs to me that SMs have prime access to all corners of the market! They are feminine, and yet they have a cock! So they can fuck women if they so wish...they probably don’t... do women ever visit SMs out of curiosity?... and they can fuck men! And that’s why so many SMs don’t just cut off their cocks even though they may actually believe in their hearts and minds that they are actually women...their fortune lies in their cock...why dispense of this ‘golden goose’?. I read somewhere that an SM who has boobs said that it is as if she had wasted her money on the implants...All the guys who visit her were more interested in her dick than anything else!!!

And so, from my thus far limited experience with an SM and from reading between the lines of the many responses I have had to my post, I conclude that there are four categories of men out there! The first group loathes the SM and refuses to entertain the notion of visiting an SM...though deep down they are absolutely fascinated by the notion. Valiente, maybe that is you? The second group accept that they would really like to experiment but have yet to gather up the courage to do so, and the third group have actually lived out their fantasy and visited an SM...and may well do so again! I believe that there is also a fourth group...who visit just for the cock, who are actually gay but are in denial, and find visiting SMs a convenient way to fuel their secret lust. The working girls actually have a name for this group... they call them 'The Undercover Gays!' But so be it! Who really cares? We punt because we enjoy it...and it allows us to enact our fantasies, whatever those fantasies might be.

So, let’s all just punt!!

She-males will remain controversial till the end of time! I have assuaged my curiosity, I have had conjugal relations with one, and I have really enjoyed my visits! And I will probably visit another one in the future too, but for now I have a definite yearning for REAL LIVE FEMALE PUSSY! An SM will never be able to satisfy that desire... There is NOTHING quite like the hot sucking wet musky pink soft glowing succulent flesh of a tasty beautiful REAL-LIVE woman’s pussy!!!

Roll on my next punt...Pussy I am coming for you!!!

Semantics my friend, semantics.

In the words of John Mongrel: "I am not gay. I am maddota"

Please share who the SM was

In the words of the great Andrew Dice Clay:
"You either suck dick, or you do not suck dick"

This guy is truly brilliant in story telling, never did i ever think i would be reading a 2nd she-male post.

I read out of morbid fascination, kinda like driving past a gruesome accident scene. You have to look.
Anyway, cock cannot be unsucked lol. WW you're not gay haha, you're just "adventurous".

like Shrien Dewani..... lol
just kidding WW :)

Like the couple who went to a marriage counsellor to try save their marriage.
After a hour session, the exasperated counsellor asks, "is there anything the two of you have in common?"
Husband responds, "yes ... neither of us sucks cock".

Hahahaha, honeybear, brilliant!
WW, fascinating review, albeit anonymous.
Proves a point I always make - any of you closet gays, bi-curious guys, or simple 'straight' motherfuckers who pass by a gruesome accident scene (and stop to help!, lol) - this is addictive. Freudian, Nietzsche-esque, whatever - you will be hooked. So, if you think that the kosher thing in this life is to be 'straight', 'heterosexual' or whatever you may call it (I do not want to use biblical examples, as the homosexuality between mythical dudes that most of you pray to is notorious), then please avoid shemales, avoid shemale threads, avoid shemale porn, flog yourself if you have dreams about shemales, and refrain the fuck from being judgmental.