And so i asked:

"May i please acknowledge your kind gesture on the esa public forum?"

The look was pensive..... quiet. He sat back in the recliner.
U know that first reaction u see when u ask a stupid question and u instinctively know the answer is not favourable?....but u want it to be?

It made me go into a blabber....the blabber went something like this:-

"As u had said....u never know who may read what is written. The subliminal message picked up on.
A message that reaffirms and strengthens the reserve to believe in hope and that there Are people out there that care and understand.
A message that strengthens the belief that, to succeed it is not to give into the subjective view of society as to who one may be.
A message that reads positive and constantly and consistently points to the goodness of those around them, evading those that wish to drag one down.
A message that says....i have a right, i have a voice, i am me And i am proud....fuck the non believers.

.....and last of all.....

A message that says....i am ok.

Ms. Meg....her post about age, one of those messages....and definitely a good one to keep and read for the future, just in case one forgets."

Kind Sir.....your pm to me, your acknowledgement of me and my journey, your offer of assistance and knowledge gained , through a road heavy travelled.

Taking the time to deliver a gift
.....a living organism, as u said, to grow with me in my space to spill over the counter, abundant in beautiful bloom....for me to nuture with care and water.

Your action reaffirmed....

Punters are not merely wallets. Service Providers are not merely fuck holes.

This space can destroy ones soul, and i cannot say it better than Sybil has in my post headed "drugs and alcohol".

Yet.I dont know how to be a cynic. I still believe in the goodness of many a Punter and their appreciation of the professional services offered by many a Service Provider.

A little addendum....if one has entered this profession with the intent of finding ones knight in shining armour....sadly, i have to say....then one is doomed to be disappointed.

Designation in a space like this is

SERVICE PROVIDER.

And before anybody accuses me on renaging on my belief that two people could fall in love and make a go of it....yes they could.....but that is not the primary reason for occupying this space.
It simply becomes a bonus....well, in my eyes anyway.

Dear one....you have reaffirmed .......again.....Punters are softies and gorgeous gentlemen, sensual sexual creatures
some kinky kinky
some erotic and "pawn starish"
many naughty naughty

but.....at all times respectful.


Xxx
B.

On 2016-09-27 06:56:20 Russian Bridgitte said:


Dear one....you have reaffirmed .......again.....Punters are softies and gorgeous gentlemen,
some erotic and "pawn starish"

Xxx
B.

Dear Miss RB, be very careful of those punters who are "pawn starish". If they try to pawn a shirt to you claiming it was worn by Jesus, best be careful and ask a friend who is an expert in collectable shirts worn by Jesus. Lots of fakes out there.

Well said, RB. I adore a thinking lady. Well said...

Dear Mujahid

Those "pawn stars" always looking for a deal or 2, specials and the like.
But.
One has to be honest...as has been said before...cash is king.

"Porn stars".....now those....my sensuality would not suit them....i am too much of a "pussy cat".....purring my way through my sessions.

Xxx
B.

Matewis....

To be adored.....always a huge compliment. A thinking lady....? Will take ownership of that.
Wink.

In return..... Get a feeling u quite a gentlemen and gentlemen....i adore.

Xxx
B.